I had to become okay with letting people go. I was/still am not good at that. When I like you and see potential I want to give you my heart but as I have said before in previous posts- if you think people have this same heart as you; your going to be disappointed. It’s… Continue reading Self Worth
The Human Experience
One thing I’m beginning to open my eyes up to is we are all the same. We are all experiencing the human experience. Just at different paces and times. This goes back to me saying I don’t feel like a person. I think we can become so consumed with our own thoughts and feelings we… Continue reading The Human Experience
Healing
Healing. Well it’s just uncomfortable. Re-wiring your brain is uncomfortable. It feels the most unnatural thing. Wanting connections but realising you need to connect with yourself. Healing all those wounds that have been ripped open. If you had a cut on your hand it wouldn’t heal instantly and that dull ache and pain will be… Continue reading Healing
The Chaos of Life
I’m not afraid of saying I’m lonely. Lonely doesn’t mean you don’t have good people around you. Lonely is a weird emotion that I think likes to be felt in toxic ways in my opinion. I know I have given into loneliness in the most toxic and dangerous ways. Everything connects. It goes back to… Continue reading The Chaos of Life
Feeling your feelings
Showing up for myself is something I have found hard. I’m a massive empath and people pleaser. I’m so focused on everyone else’s pain and healing so they don’t have to feel the pain that I have felt. But I was thinking about it and it’s not heroic it’s tragic because I need to be… Continue reading Feeling your feelings
Becoming an Adult
Once you realise that you are in control. The game changes. I think I have struggled coming to terms with being an adult. I think it can be such an adjustment. Your whole life you are being told what to do, how to do it, living by someone’s rules and beliefs. Then all of a… Continue reading Becoming an Adult
Hibernating/Reflecting
I have really had to learn to step back and let things be and learn how to be still. I found this and still am finding this hard. With a brain that doesn’t let me rest overthinking everything. I have to remind myself what is important and ground myself. Otherwise I fly off into wonderland… Continue reading Hibernating/Reflecting
Rambles and Thoughts
This is going to be a bit of a different blog post. I was reading through my notes and I have lots of rambles and thoughts going back years. Some of them are really interesting to me looking back at what made me feel this way. A person, a post, a conversation. I find it… Continue reading Rambles and Thoughts
What they don’t tell you about healing…
Healing is personal and I think that makes it the most painful; you have to go through it alone. Its uncomfortable. It can get very intense and in that moment when you want to comfort yourself with distractions; try to resist because that’s where the growing takes place. What does healing feel like? Well it’s… Continue reading What they don’t tell you about healing…
Happy New Year
Hello.. been a while; coming up to 3 whole years to be exact. Reading back my recent post was an interesting feeling as I’m not that girl and bless her she thought she had it figured out… well she was wrong. Before I do my usual ramble. I wanted to start by saying Happy New… Continue reading Happy New Year
Alice Woodward 